The Night of Pan

"The Night of Pan is the mystical state which is experienced during the crossing of the Abyss in the Crowlean system of magick." -Brian Butler

It was made in only 2 days in L.A. and inspired from Grandmother stories involving Paradise Lost. It is a bit of deja vu for me since I have written a story similar to this, but all the more encouraging for me to see this movie immediately. Vincent Gallo is in the cast... I love him, he is terrifying and super strange.

Animaybe

What's a girl to do?

I love this...



It reminds me of one of my favorite music videos of all time.

My mother calls me "Bunny" and it wasn't until I grew older that I understood how sweet it was for her to be calling me that.



We walked arm in arm
But I didn't feel his touch
A desire I'd first tried to hide,
That tingling inside was gone
And when he asked me:
'do you still love me?'
I had to look away
I didn't want to tell him
That my heart grows colder with each day

When you love so long
That the thrill is gone
And your kisses at night
Are replaced with tears
And when your dreams are on
A train to train wreck town
Then I ask you now, what's a girl to do?

San Francisco in 100 years...

How shall the new environment be programmed? It all happened so slowly that most men failed to realize that anything had happened at all.

Dancing with the devil

It's going to hurt
You're going to struggle
But if you want to breath again
It has to be now or kiss everything good-bye

Get up off the ground
Turn off that imaginary jazz
That makes you dance with the devil
Remember you got to return to life
and your family cannot live with you
They don't want you dancing with the devil
Are you tired yet?

It sounds so good
Probably feels even better
Moving won't help, you're just running away
Life is not boring
It's probably you that's boring
Why else are you making phone calls to Diablo?

Remember you won't be forgotten
Oh, it better to make memories
instead of living in them
Did the devil teach you that?

Sci-rocket

Space, whether it involves capacity, time alone, or best of all, science, has to be one of the most beautiful elements of life.